About Us
My name is Jay (Jimison) Clark; I grew up in Tulsa, Oklahoma. I was first exposed to pornography at an early age, at the age of 13 while at a family member's house I viewed my first VHS pornogrophy tape, that began a cycle of porn usage. At the age of twenty four I moved to Texas where my problem grew increasingly worse. Adult video stores are everywhere in Texas and as an adult in a new city, new job, and nothing but time on my hands, I dove right in. At the age of Thirty I fell in love with my soul mate, Connie and thought marriage would fix the issue with pornography, It didn't! I began hiding it from my wife when I realized that it was controlling my life, I confessed to her and she agreed we would work through it together. At this time I'm 32, married, we have a healthy seven month old child and I realize I'm going to have to give up either my family or my pornography, my body told my mind "I'M NOT LIVING WITHOUT THIS!" I chose the pornography over my family and began to see myself living by myself with adult movies to love me instead of a loving wife and beautiful daughter, but only for a few minutes. I realize I need help. I pray and ask God to send me help, FREE help, because we could not afford professional counseling at the time.
God responds, sending me everything and everyone I need to become free from this drug called pornography; I began healing and researching why the pull of pornography is SO strong, why was twenty years of my life taken from me? I look back and wished I had an instruction manual to show me how to stop. For many, keeping the addiction is much easier that finding help. Fear, pride and shame block the path for healing and allow an unending cycle to continue for years. God showed me at the age of 33 I needed to make a change in my life and seek help. It was not easy to stop, a struggle contunied in my mind years after but got better over time. Knowing the truth about GOD's perfect plan for sexual purity helped me to heal and move on. I felt God wanted me to create a private resource to give others what they need to began freedom from this addiction, and use my past to teach others about the dangers of pornography.
And so:
was born.